Goodnight.
Sleep tight.
Don't let the bed bugs bite.
Sunday, December 9, 2012
Useless goodnight post.
No, its not by the face. I fall in love by seeing the hands or smelling the scent of his perfume. I never fall for the face. Celebrity crushes are excluded lah of course. So, if i haven't seen you work something, or even see you drive but i'm being nice to you, its just me being nice. Tapi if I had seen you write on a paper, seen you drive, and I'm being extremely nice to you, maybe I have a crush on you. Maybe. Or when you smell nice, i might fall into you. Girls like hygienic guys ya know that? And also guys with skills. Yeaaaah. I am weird. I am the weirdest thing ever. Case closed. ;)
Idk?
Politics, schmolitics? I just don't know!
I once stand up all my rights about supporting this one side since I was a kid. *Some knows this* I always have the answers to all the wrong things they accuse. But now? I choose to sit and keep quiet about it. Even watching the news made me all ashamed. Reading the news made me feel, oh wow, how stupid his statement can be. People choose to politicize religion to get votes nowadays. I'm not saying I'll change my vote. But hey, it made me think twice. It made me refuse to even read the newspapers.
So, now. I don't know! I'm all torned out about my own opinions.
I once stand up all my rights about supporting this one side since I was a kid. *Some knows this* I always have the answers to all the wrong things they accuse. But now? I choose to sit and keep quiet about it. Even watching the news made me all ashamed. Reading the news made me feel, oh wow, how stupid his statement can be. People choose to politicize religion to get votes nowadays. I'm not saying I'll change my vote. But hey, it made me think twice. It made me refuse to even read the newspapers.
So, now. I don't know! I'm all torned out about my own opinions.
Saturday, November 24, 2012
With or without hijab
I get these kind of comments a lot.
It? One? I'm talking about head covers, scarves, or as we know it, Hijabs.
I'll admit, I too once an ON / OFF hijabist. Its because I was never ikhlas to cover myself up. It was because I wanted to cover my red-coloured hair, to cover my overly pierced ears or I thought I was never too good for it. I took people's comments too seriously. I was supposed to care of my Pencipta's Do's and Don'ts (suruhan & larangan). Not that I am not aware of Allah's suruhan and larangan. I was too cautious of what people think and might say about me. I was too ashamed of covering myself instead of feeling ashamed of exposing myself. I was taken by perception that "Tak semestinya pakai tudung kau baik, banyak je orang tak pakai tudung tapi perangai lebih baik daripada orang bertudung." And I once told off, "I'll break up with you if you're going to continue to wear tudung and stay ugly like this." That kind of perception and situation. Astaghfirullah.. I was too afraid back then but I realized, we just need to take of ourselves well. Not caring what people might say. They have their own way of expressing themselves, we just have to be wise not to let ourselves fall with what they might throw to us. Sabar dan terus istiqamah. Bukan orang yang perlu kita peduli, bukan pada godaan kita perlu patuh, tapi pada yang Atas, yang paling Agung di atas sana. Allah SWT. Allahuakbar..
"Your head looks big in it."
"You look fat. I mean, you're fat already & you're doubling your size!"
"You look a lot more nicer without it."
"If you don't know how to wear one, then don't wear!"
"You're just covering your acts isn't it?"
"Wearing one doesn't make you good. It just does not."
It? One? I'm talking about head covers, scarves, or as we know it, Hijabs.
I'll admit, I too once an ON / OFF hijabist. Its because I was never ikhlas to cover myself up. It was because I wanted to cover my red-coloured hair, to cover my overly pierced ears or I thought I was never too good for it. I took people's comments too seriously. I was supposed to care of my Pencipta's Do's and Don'ts (suruhan & larangan). Not that I am not aware of Allah's suruhan and larangan. I was too cautious of what people think and might say about me. I was too ashamed of covering myself instead of feeling ashamed of exposing myself. I was taken by perception that "Tak semestinya pakai tudung kau baik, banyak je orang tak pakai tudung tapi perangai lebih baik daripada orang bertudung." And I once told off, "I'll break up with you if you're going to continue to wear tudung and stay ugly like this." That kind of perception and situation. Astaghfirullah.. I was too afraid back then but I realized, we just need to take of ourselves well. Not caring what people might say. They have their own way of expressing themselves, we just have to be wise not to let ourselves fall with what they might throw to us. Sabar dan terus istiqamah. Bukan orang yang perlu kita peduli, bukan pada godaan kita perlu patuh, tapi pada yang Atas, yang paling Agung di atas sana. Allah SWT. Allahuakbar..
Excuse me, get it?
Excuse me, aku tak suka dikawal in any way pun. So, if my ways tu macam tak kena kat your eyes, its your problem. You don't own me to control me. Get it?
And try to digest other people's opinion and suggestions can you? You don't own the world to get everyone to follow you je. Its tad annoying lah. Get it?
And try to digest other people's opinion and suggestions can you? You don't own the world to get everyone to follow you je. Its tad annoying lah. Get it?
Saturday, November 3, 2012
To the one that I will always love,
4 November 2012.
Hari ini genap 11 tahun Mama pergi.
4 November 2001, tarikh dan peristiwa yang tak akan pergi dari ingatan. Melihat dengan mata sendiri keperitan insan yang paling aku sayang melawan sakit. Dalam bilik ini, bilik yang aku sedang menaip post ini. Ya, aku tak mampu lupakan walau kuat mana aku cuba. Dah 11 tahun, tapi ia masih segar. Pengalaman tidak manis. Kehilangan sebahagian daripada nyawa. Hilang jiwa dan raga. Dia lah penawar duka, pengubat sakit, guru hidup, kawan terbaik dan seorang ibu kepada aku. Pertama kali aku dengar berita ketiadaan, aku enggan terima, aku enggan jenguk jasad kaku itu, aku enggan peluk jasad sejuk itu, aku enggan kucup dahi dia. Kenapa dia tak ucapkan selamat tinggal? Aku lari keluar bilik mayat. Aku menangis lantas diletakkan di bilik sebelah dan diberi surah Yaasin. "Ya Allah, ini bacaan Yaasin pertamaku kepada ibuku." Aku gagahkan diri dalam bacaan dan selepas itu aku gagahkan kaki berdiri, kuatkan hati untuk mencium dahi dan peluk jasad kaku ibuku. Rupanya inilah perjalanan jauh yang ibuku maksudkan malam semalam. Ibuku ada mengatakan dia mahu pergi jauh esok dan harus tidur awal malam sebelumnya. Semalam aku tidak mengerti, tapi hari ini aku mengerti. Dia sudah tahu dia mahu pergi. Dia sudah tahu.
Aku belajar untuk redha walau ada waktu ketika aku jadi hamba tak bersyukur, aku persoalkan "mengapa ibuku diambil, kenapa tidak aku?" Aku hanya 11 tahun waktu itu, kerap kali aku fikirkan apakah dosa aku hingga ibuku diambil Allah. Memikirkan adik aku masih bayi dan harus putus susu awal kerana penyakit ibuku. Hidup berubah sekelip mata. Mulanya aku kurang selesa dengan perubahan itu. Aku belajar dari Nenek dan arwah Atuk bahawa Allah lebih menyayangi ibuku, Allah tak mahu ibuku menanggung sakit dengan lebih lama. Kerana aku sendiri tahu keperitan ibuku. Mahu telan air sahaja payah, inikan mahu melakukan perkara lain. Aku belajar untuk relakan pemergian ibuku. Aku redha. Ya Allah, aku redha.
Dalam membesar, adakala aku alpa dalam solat. Lupa tanggungjawab sebagai anak untuk mengirim doa untuk ibuku yang sudah tiada. Ustaz Fairuz pernah beritahu, "para Malaikat akan bawa dulang untuk ditunjukkan kepada orang orang yang sudah tiada, menunjukkan doa yang telah dikirim kepada mereka. Bayangkan betapa sedihnya ibu bapa kita melihat dulang yang kosong tanda kita tidak kirim sebarang doa kepada mereka?" Ini untuk aku juga dan untuk dikongsi kepada yang lain. Motivasi kita untuk doakan ibu bapa yang sudah tiada. Mereka perlukan doa kita.
Arwah Atuk juga pesan, "setiap kali ingatkan arwah, sedekahkan Al-Fatihah, doakan dia, jadi kerinduan kita kepada dia tak akan sia sia." Nasihat itu aku amalkan sehingga sekarang. Betul, tak sia sia kita rindu dia jika setiap kali kita ingatkan dia, kita sedekahkan Al-Fatihah. Maklang aku juga ajar supaya setiap amal jariah kita lakukan, niatkan atas nama arwah. Insya-Allah, kita dapat bantu mereka disana.
Aku sudah 22 tahun, banyak masa sudah berlalu, begitu banyak perubahan aku alami. Alhamdulillah, setiap air mata yang jatuh ada hikmahnya. Allah tidak akan menguji hamba-Nya diluar batas kemampuan hamba-Nya sendiri. Aku hanya perlu tabah untuk orang orang sekeliling aku. Insya-Allah.
4 November telah menjadikan aku seorang manusia tabah. Banyak mengubahku. Yang baik datangnya dari Allah S.W.T dan yang buruk datang dari diri ini sendiri.
Al-Fatihah.
Raflizah Binti Ali.
To the most amazing fighter I have ever known. You are forever my role model. You are always in my heart and I love you Mama. :')
Hari ini genap 11 tahun Mama pergi.
4 November 2001, tarikh dan peristiwa yang tak akan pergi dari ingatan. Melihat dengan mata sendiri keperitan insan yang paling aku sayang melawan sakit. Dalam bilik ini, bilik yang aku sedang menaip post ini. Ya, aku tak mampu lupakan walau kuat mana aku cuba. Dah 11 tahun, tapi ia masih segar. Pengalaman tidak manis. Kehilangan sebahagian daripada nyawa. Hilang jiwa dan raga. Dia lah penawar duka, pengubat sakit, guru hidup, kawan terbaik dan seorang ibu kepada aku. Pertama kali aku dengar berita ketiadaan, aku enggan terima, aku enggan jenguk jasad kaku itu, aku enggan peluk jasad sejuk itu, aku enggan kucup dahi dia. Kenapa dia tak ucapkan selamat tinggal? Aku lari keluar bilik mayat. Aku menangis lantas diletakkan di bilik sebelah dan diberi surah Yaasin. "Ya Allah, ini bacaan Yaasin pertamaku kepada ibuku." Aku gagahkan diri dalam bacaan dan selepas itu aku gagahkan kaki berdiri, kuatkan hati untuk mencium dahi dan peluk jasad kaku ibuku. Rupanya inilah perjalanan jauh yang ibuku maksudkan malam semalam. Ibuku ada mengatakan dia mahu pergi jauh esok dan harus tidur awal malam sebelumnya. Semalam aku tidak mengerti, tapi hari ini aku mengerti. Dia sudah tahu dia mahu pergi. Dia sudah tahu.
Aku belajar untuk redha walau ada waktu ketika aku jadi hamba tak bersyukur, aku persoalkan "mengapa ibuku diambil, kenapa tidak aku?" Aku hanya 11 tahun waktu itu, kerap kali aku fikirkan apakah dosa aku hingga ibuku diambil Allah. Memikirkan adik aku masih bayi dan harus putus susu awal kerana penyakit ibuku. Hidup berubah sekelip mata. Mulanya aku kurang selesa dengan perubahan itu. Aku belajar dari Nenek dan arwah Atuk bahawa Allah lebih menyayangi ibuku, Allah tak mahu ibuku menanggung sakit dengan lebih lama. Kerana aku sendiri tahu keperitan ibuku. Mahu telan air sahaja payah, inikan mahu melakukan perkara lain. Aku belajar untuk relakan pemergian ibuku. Aku redha. Ya Allah, aku redha.
Dalam membesar, adakala aku alpa dalam solat. Lupa tanggungjawab sebagai anak untuk mengirim doa untuk ibuku yang sudah tiada. Ustaz Fairuz pernah beritahu, "para Malaikat akan bawa dulang untuk ditunjukkan kepada orang orang yang sudah tiada, menunjukkan doa yang telah dikirim kepada mereka. Bayangkan betapa sedihnya ibu bapa kita melihat dulang yang kosong tanda kita tidak kirim sebarang doa kepada mereka?" Ini untuk aku juga dan untuk dikongsi kepada yang lain. Motivasi kita untuk doakan ibu bapa yang sudah tiada. Mereka perlukan doa kita.
Arwah Atuk juga pesan, "setiap kali ingatkan arwah, sedekahkan Al-Fatihah, doakan dia, jadi kerinduan kita kepada dia tak akan sia sia." Nasihat itu aku amalkan sehingga sekarang. Betul, tak sia sia kita rindu dia jika setiap kali kita ingatkan dia, kita sedekahkan Al-Fatihah. Maklang aku juga ajar supaya setiap amal jariah kita lakukan, niatkan atas nama arwah. Insya-Allah, kita dapat bantu mereka disana.
Aku sudah 22 tahun, banyak masa sudah berlalu, begitu banyak perubahan aku alami. Alhamdulillah, setiap air mata yang jatuh ada hikmahnya. Allah tidak akan menguji hamba-Nya diluar batas kemampuan hamba-Nya sendiri. Aku hanya perlu tabah untuk orang orang sekeliling aku. Insya-Allah.
4 November telah menjadikan aku seorang manusia tabah. Banyak mengubahku. Yang baik datangnya dari Allah S.W.T dan yang buruk datang dari diri ini sendiri.
Al-Fatihah.
Raflizah Binti Ali.
To the most amazing fighter I have ever known. You are forever my role model. You are always in my heart and I love you Mama. :')
Whats with?
"Your enemy is my enemy too" or "Your enemy is certainly my friend" *evil laugh* PUHAHAHA!
*stop and everybody freezes*
Musuh kau adalah musuh aku juga. Biasanya bila kita sayang sangat dengan kawan, kita amalkan perkara ni. Nak back up kawan till the end dan sikit pun tak nampak flaw kawan yang kita back up tu even though dia salah. Sampai 360 degrees kita sanggup jelingkan mata untuk buat musuh kawan kita nampak yang kita pun tak suka dia. Like, "My friend hates you, so I have to hate you to. Puih puih."
And some pulak choose to make friends with their enemy's enemy. Get me? Musuh punya musuh, jadi kawan. Sebab diorang ada one thing in common, hating the same person. When sitting around all they talk about is the person they despise. Even 1kg gained by the enemy pun boleh jadi the most hottest gossip. Like how wrong the color of the enemy's shirt pun boleh heboh. Itu contoh je. We all know what happens sebenarnya kan?
Dulu I used to do the exact same thing. But I found out doing that tak berbaloi langsung. Not worth my time. Yes, we love our friends, but if our friends really do love us, dia takkan biar kita buang masa butt in dalam masalah dia. At least not to over butt in. Sebab buat apa kan, nak buat macam tu. Hating is exhausting, but to make people hate? Lagi lah exhausting tau! Okay tak marah, ter over hyper. Haha.
And I never really told my any of friends off so that they'll hate my enemies. Maybe dulu I did, but growing up, I learnt itu perkara tak patut buat pun. My friends really do have their rights to be friends with anybody they want to be. Like I have this one friend whom I can't really be friends now with her sebab all her mean words to me, I never tell my friends that "Kau jangan kawan dengan dia, dia jahat dengan aku, dia macam ini, macam itu" the list goes on but never did I once tell them not to go out with her. She's still my friends' friend.
And I have this one ex-boyfriend whom I know I'll hate him until I die but never once I tell my friends not to be friends with him. Thats why some of my school friends and college buddies still have him on their Facebook friends list. Dorang kata nak stalk hidup dia. I said I didn't mind, its your life anyways. Suka hati lah nak kawan dengan dia but don't mention his name in front of me. I don't want to know and its better for me not to know. They heard me, they did. And I thanked them for that. Simple as that lah sebenarnya. You hate people but don't drag everyone in your life to do the same. Worthless as garbage I tell you. :)
So thats it lah guess. Rasa macam dah tulih banyak dah. :)
*stop and everybody freezes*
WHATS WITH THAT??
Musuh kau adalah musuh aku juga. Biasanya bila kita sayang sangat dengan kawan, kita amalkan perkara ni. Nak back up kawan till the end dan sikit pun tak nampak flaw kawan yang kita back up tu even though dia salah. Sampai 360 degrees kita sanggup jelingkan mata untuk buat musuh kawan kita nampak yang kita pun tak suka dia. Like, "My friend hates you, so I have to hate you to. Puih puih."
And some pulak choose to make friends with their enemy's enemy. Get me? Musuh punya musuh, jadi kawan. Sebab diorang ada one thing in common, hating the same person. When sitting around all they talk about is the person they despise. Even 1kg gained by the enemy pun boleh jadi the most hottest gossip. Like how wrong the color of the enemy's shirt pun boleh heboh. Itu contoh je. We all know what happens sebenarnya kan?
Dulu I used to do the exact same thing. But I found out doing that tak berbaloi langsung. Not worth my time. Yes, we love our friends, but if our friends really do love us, dia takkan biar kita buang masa butt in dalam masalah dia. At least not to over butt in. Sebab buat apa kan, nak buat macam tu. Hating is exhausting, but to make people hate? Lagi lah exhausting tau! Okay tak marah, ter over hyper. Haha.
And I never really told my any of friends off so that they'll hate my enemies. Maybe dulu I did, but growing up, I learnt itu perkara tak patut buat pun. My friends really do have their rights to be friends with anybody they want to be. Like I have this one friend whom I can't really be friends now with her sebab all her mean words to me, I never tell my friends that "Kau jangan kawan dengan dia, dia jahat dengan aku, dia macam ini, macam itu" the list goes on but never did I once tell them not to go out with her. She's still my friends' friend.
And I have this one ex-boyfriend whom I know I'll hate him until I die but never once I tell my friends not to be friends with him. Thats why some of my school friends and college buddies still have him on their Facebook friends list. Dorang kata nak stalk hidup dia. I said I didn't mind, its your life anyways. Suka hati lah nak kawan dengan dia but don't mention his name in front of me. I don't want to know and its better for me not to know. They heard me, they did. And I thanked them for that. Simple as that lah sebenarnya. You hate people but don't drag everyone in your life to do the same. Worthless as garbage I tell you. :)
So thats it lah guess. Rasa macam dah tulih banyak dah. :)
Tuesday, October 23, 2012
Keeping it short
Okay. I will keep it short. Need to get to sleep for early morning tomorrow. Today Aida, Nad & Ekyn was being a total sweetheart sebab teman I lunch. Berselera betul Han makan sebab korang ade.
Friends since 2003 and still counting.
Nurul Aida Ramli.
I love when I'm around you. I love how crazy I can be with you.
Siti Zaharah Aziz.
Siti Zaharah Aziz.
Congratulations Nad on your engagement.
Semoga Allah permudahkan segalanya. :)
Pastu pastu dapat baju daripada Rimmy Mohamad. ;)
Okay kena tidur. Goodnight!
Sunday, October 14, 2012
All about my twitter account
Just updated my twit-header, my twit-avatar.
The story of how I got @MarkReadMusic to follow me:
Dia post twit pasal account dia lapar sangat nak follow his fans. So kalau nak follow-back, sila RT tweet dia tu. So dengan harapan yang tidak menggunung langsung, aku RT tweet dia. After like 3 minutes, HE FOLLOWED ME. :)
The story of how I got @Shaheizy_Sam to follow me:
He, like always was replying to some fans. Some girl fans was asking him for a follow-back and RTs. So taktahu kenapa the side of fan-girl in me was eager to tweet him that day. I tweeted him: @Shaheizy_Sam buat kenduri follow back ke? NAK JUGAAK! :)
He didn't reply tapi guess what? He FOLLOWED ME. :)
Sunday, September 30, 2012
You go wobble wobble?
You don't have to go all,
Your standard is not even par up to mine. I have high standards than you do.
Or go all,
I am not close to being like you. You're so smart and I feel ashamed of being here sitting with you, being friends with you.
Whine all the time how you're not close to perfection. Exhausting to hear and pitiful to look at.
Some people like to bring down others while some other likes to bring themselves down in front of their friends. Pompously bragging or pathetic-ly giving excuses of how your life isn't the same as others. I don't get either ways.
You made your choice of how you want to lead your life and suddenly you whine about it and making people tired of hearing you bicker backer about how WRONG your choice were. Its exhausting.
Your standard is not even par up to mine. I have high standards than you do.
That is bragging and bragging is awful to see and annoying to hear.
Or go all,
I am not close to being like you. You're so smart and I feel ashamed of being here sitting with you, being friends with you.
Nobody likes a lousy Miss/Mister-Whine-A-Lot.
Some people like to bring down others while some other likes to bring themselves down in front of their friends. Pompously bragging or pathetic-ly giving excuses of how your life isn't the same as others. I don't get either ways.
You made your choice of how you want to lead your life and suddenly you whine about it and making people tired of hearing you bicker backer about how WRONG your choice were. Its exhausting.
STOP WOBBLING. You WOBBLE WOBBLE a lot!
:)
Thursday, September 27, 2012
You did whaaaat?
That thing is so yesterday. Kalau iye pun dah takde benda nak aim, jangan aim perkara perkara yang boleh menyentuh sensitiviti orang lain. Contoh kalau ye pun awak tak suka seseorang, jangan sumpah seranah perkara / orang yang dia sayang. Jangan doakan yang buruk buruk. Hating is exhausting tahu?
Example;
Somebody did something wrong and you were like all, "I hope something bad happens to your family. If it's not you, its your family!"
When you hate people, you tend to think about the person a lot. So its better not to hate. Its wise to let them be. You wouldn't want to be called rotten just because you want to get back at the person. Trust me, its never worth it. Lebih baik sayang orang orang yang sayang kita. Lagi berfaedah dari nak tarik perhatian orang yang tentu tentu kita tak suka. Betul? Plus, when you do all this revenge and sentuh sensitiviti orang jiggy, you're not far off the same with that rotten people you hate.
Okay dah. Anyeong~ :)
Example;
Somebody did something wrong and you were like all, "I hope something bad happens to your family. If it's not you, its your family!"
When you hate people, you tend to think about the person a lot. So its better not to hate. Its wise to let them be. You wouldn't want to be called rotten just because you want to get back at the person. Trust me, its never worth it. Lebih baik sayang orang orang yang sayang kita. Lagi berfaedah dari nak tarik perhatian orang yang tentu tentu kita tak suka. Betul? Plus, when you do all this revenge and sentuh sensitiviti orang jiggy, you're not far off the same with that rotten people you hate.
Okay dah. Anyeong~ :)
Wednesday, September 26, 2012
Childish much?
Pasal tak ajak keluar dah touching lepastu bila orang dah ajak, buat hal. Dia fikir orang nak layan perangai childish dia. Update status macam lah kitorang jahat. Kitorang tak kisah sebab kiri kanan dok cakap jangan rapat dengan kau sebab kau ni memang mysterious jenis yang creepy. Kalau baik, baik sangat. Kalau jahat, jahat betul.
Sekian.
Monday, September 24, 2012
Sunday, September 23, 2012
Bila..
Orang cakap,
You lepak dgn kawan lelaki macam you repel lelaki nak dekat dgn you. You ada kawan lelaki ramai tak bagus. Nampak macam social lah you lepak mamak dgn guys je. Nanti orang ingat one of the guys tu boyfriend you, macam mane?
Takkan lah aku nak buang kawan semata mata nak ada boyfriend? Fikir sebelum cakap boleh? Aku dah cukup banyak belajar dari kesilapan lama. Tak berbaloi pun buang kawan sebab lelaki. Asalkan kita tahu jaga diri, maruah & nama keluarga. Jangan buat kerja yang menyebabkan kita dapat dosa sudahlah. You ni fikir banyak sangat girl. Gua pun tak fikir soal conta cintun ni lagi, lu dah fikirkan untuk gua. Sweeeeeeetnya. *muntah*
You lepak dgn kawan lelaki macam you repel lelaki nak dekat dgn you. You ada kawan lelaki ramai tak bagus. Nampak macam social lah you lepak mamak dgn guys je. Nanti orang ingat one of the guys tu boyfriend you, macam mane?
Takkan lah aku nak buang kawan semata mata nak ada boyfriend? Fikir sebelum cakap boleh? Aku dah cukup banyak belajar dari kesilapan lama. Tak berbaloi pun buang kawan sebab lelaki. Asalkan kita tahu jaga diri, maruah & nama keluarga. Jangan buat kerja yang menyebabkan kita dapat dosa sudahlah. You ni fikir banyak sangat girl. Gua pun tak fikir soal conta cintun ni lagi, lu dah fikirkan untuk gua. Sweeeeeeetnya. *muntah*
Saturday, September 8, 2012
present
*screen caps*
Made a video for Along as her birthday present.
Happy birthday Noor Raidah Binti Jalalul Muhalli!
Wednesday, September 5, 2012
randoms
The cousins went "Aan pilot pilot!". Turned back & snapped them pilots. Yang sebelah kanan tu, *tunjuk diri sendiri* yang punya! Hahaha.
Friday, August 31, 2012
Cute lil fellah
Name : Kenopok Mony
Petname : Nini
Hobby : Jump out windows and to laze around pillows
Happy engagement day Nina!
Congratulations on your engagement!
Nina Syafina Syukor
&
Farid Mustafah
Looking forward for the wedding next year. Tak sabar! Nina sangat cantik and she's like a ball of light. Looking so bright and happy like she always did. So many things to describe tapi semua jadi terlalu indah untuk describe with words alone. I'm happy for you. Geng nakal, geng lawan pengawas, geng ponteng waktu sekolah menengah dah bertunang.
Yay!
Jamal Abdillah as guest singer. Awesome suara dia.
Tahniah Nina & Farid! Nina! So that you know, aku dengan Bee banyak kali contemplate on what nak bagi kau apa as hadiah on this beautiful ceremony, kitorang bawak fresh flowers je. Hope kau suka. Its the thought that counts kan? Hehe. You'd be surprised to what extent kitorang terfikir nak bagi kau.
Aku doa Allah permudahkan jalan untuk kau & supaya kau tenang lalui apa saja dugaan yang akan datang. Bila dah balik UK jaga diri kat sana, sayang kau forever and ever! Big hugs and kisses! XX!
Saturday, August 25, 2012
#conversation: i'm annoyed
Orang A; Ada boyfriend dah?
H; Tak ada.
Orang A; Tipu. Tipu kan?
H; Mana ada. Nak tipu buat ape je.
Orang A; Ngaku je la, kesian bf kau, kau xngaku bf.
H; Aku kata tak ade, tak ade lahhhh. Kau ni kenapa?
Orang A; Ngaku je, aku xkan bagitau orang lain. Kau dah ada kan?
H; Oii annoying nye kau ni. Tak ade tu dah la, dah kenapa mcm acik joyah sangat ni???
Orang A; Dah la kau. Bajet. Dgn aku nak saving.
H; Suka hati kau lah, aku plak kena. Geram pulak aku dgn kau.
**Bajet macam dia tahu semua benda, camnilah. Bukan rapat pun, nak menyibuk sangat. Kalau ye pun nak berborak, soalan kasi bernas sikit boleh?**
H; Tak ada.
Orang A; Tipu. Tipu kan?
H; Mana ada. Nak tipu buat ape je.
Orang A; Ngaku je la, kesian bf kau, kau xngaku bf.
H; Aku kata tak ade, tak ade lahhhh. Kau ni kenapa?
Orang A; Ngaku je, aku xkan bagitau orang lain. Kau dah ada kan?
H; Oii annoying nye kau ni. Tak ade tu dah la, dah kenapa mcm acik joyah sangat ni???
Orang A; Dah la kau. Bajet. Dgn aku nak saving.
H; Suka hati kau lah, aku plak kena. Geram pulak aku dgn kau.
**Bajet macam dia tahu semua benda, camnilah. Bukan rapat pun, nak menyibuk sangat. Kalau ye pun nak berborak, soalan kasi bernas sikit boleh?**
Thursday, August 23, 2012
Ohana means family.
Family is not an important thing, its EVERYTHING. - Michael J. Fox
A happy family is but an earlier heaven. - George Bernard Shaw
Selamat hari raya aidilfitri. Maaf zahir dan batin. :)
The only rock I know that stays steady, the only institution that I know works, is the FAMILY. - Lee Eacocca
Friendship quotes.
Friendship is certainly the finest balm for the pangs of disappointed love. - Jane Austen
Wednesday, August 15, 2012
This never gets old.
This never gets old sebab everytime i tell this story to my friends, i like to imitate cikgu zul's voice. And everytime its been told, it never fails to make people laugh.
3 Amanah, 2005.
We had our test, tak silap paper Bahasa Melayu. Cikgu Zulakbal relief class sebab cikgu yg sepatutnya jaga class tak datang.
All papers had been distributed except for table yang takde orang. Shalini, pengawas sekolah lambat masuk class as she kena jaga class waktu perhimpunan. Meanwhile,
Cikgu : Okay shemua dah dapat kertas? Bila shaya kata E mula ae? MULAI!!
Students : *still pandang cikgu* ada yang terkejut sebab cikgu Zul menjerit. But most of us, pandang dia. Disebabkan tgh nak test kan, takde makhluk berani gelak. Sebab we expect for him to say "E". Where the heck is his "E"?
Cikgu : Eh kenapa kamu pandang pandang shaya? Kan shaya dah kata E. MULA-E!
Students : HAHAHAHA. *baru faham, gelak & terus mula jawab*
Eh cerita doesn't stop there. Ingat taaak, Shalini tak masuk class lagi?
After like beberapa minit, Shalini masuk class.
Cikgu : Eh shtop shtop. Kawan kamu baru mashuk. Berhenti shemua. *gives paper to Shalu* MULA-E!!
Students : *gelak gelak sampai kena marah dgn cikgu & jawab paper*
3 Amanah, 2005.
We had our test, tak silap paper Bahasa Melayu. Cikgu Zulakbal relief class sebab cikgu yg sepatutnya jaga class tak datang.
All papers had been distributed except for table yang takde orang. Shalini, pengawas sekolah lambat masuk class as she kena jaga class waktu perhimpunan. Meanwhile,
Cikgu : Okay shemua dah dapat kertas? Bila shaya kata E mula ae? MULAI!!
Students : *still pandang cikgu* ada yang terkejut sebab cikgu Zul menjerit. But most of us, pandang dia. Disebabkan tgh nak test kan, takde makhluk berani gelak. Sebab we expect for him to say "E". Where the heck is his "E"?
Cikgu : Eh kenapa kamu pandang pandang shaya? Kan shaya dah kata E. MULA-E!
Students : HAHAHAHA. *baru faham, gelak & terus mula jawab*
Eh cerita doesn't stop there. Ingat taaak, Shalini tak masuk class lagi?
After like beberapa minit, Shalini masuk class.
Cikgu : Eh shtop shtop. Kawan kamu baru mashuk. Berhenti shemua. *gives paper to Shalu* MULA-E!!
Students : *gelak gelak sampai kena marah dgn cikgu & jawab paper*
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA MULA-E! :D
Sunday, August 12, 2012
short funny moment #1
10.00 p.m
Tengah tengok drama kat TV3. Nampak nama Zain Saidin kat tv.
*sebab i know my cousin Izzati likes Henry Middleton dalam Oh My English, this conversation happened*
Me : Zati, ada Zain Saidin berlakon dalam cerita ni!
Izzati : Mana? Hensem tak dia? Kalau rambut dia panjang, dia tak hensem.
Fati : Zain? Zain mana?
Me : Zain Saidin.
Fati : Oh Zain Saidin yang Oh My God tu eh?
Me : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
*Kan aku dah cakap, kalau aku dapat something sampai habis aku bahan. The thing is, your mistake is very innocent & cute!!*
Tengah tengok drama kat TV3. Nampak nama Zain Saidin kat tv.
*sebab i know my cousin Izzati likes Henry Middleton dalam Oh My English, this conversation happened*
Me : Zati, ada Zain Saidin berlakon dalam cerita ni!
Izzati : Mana? Hensem tak dia? Kalau rambut dia panjang, dia tak hensem.
Fati : Zain? Zain mana?
Me : Zain Saidin.
Fati : Oh Zain Saidin yang Oh My God tu eh?
Me : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
*Kan aku dah cakap, kalau aku dapat something sampai habis aku bahan. The thing is, your mistake is very innocent & cute!!*
Friday, August 10, 2012
Cinta epik
Petang tadi, tolong nenek potong dan jahit jubah dia nak pakai esok. Nenek cerita..
"Kadang kadang nenek rasa arwah atuk ada lagi dengan kita. Macam tadi masa tidur siang, nenek terfikir, lepas atuk kau balik dari masjid, baru nenek nak bangun sembahyang. Tapi eh, terfikir balik.. Atuk kau dah takde."
Aku senyum. Dalam hati aku terfikir, nenek rindu kat arwah atuk niii. Mane tak rindu, berpuluh tahun hidup bersama. Berkongsi hidup tak kira suka duka. Paling tak boleh lupa bila nenek & arwah atuk bickering sebab nenek kurang dengar & atuk kena ulang banyak kali. Atuk yang daripada semangat nak cerita terus tak jadi nak cerita. Ahh those comel times of my grandparents. :')
Atuk jenis yang tak banyak cakap, jenis yang mudah senyum. Tapi bila dah mula bercerita, kita takkan pernah jemu dengar cerita dia. Dari kecik dengar lagu omelan atuk, lagu sepuluh budak hitam. Rindu rindu rinduu.
Kalau kita rindu orang yang dah pergi, sedekahkan Al-Fatihah. Jadi, tak sia sialah kita rindu orang yang dah pergi tu. Itu yang arwah atuk pernah pesan kalau arwah atuk terdengar kitorang mengadu kitorang rindu arwah mama dulu. Al-Fatihah..
Cinta paling epik dalam pandangan aku. Terpisah jasad tapi jiwa tidak. I love my nenek & atuk. :')
Thursday, August 9, 2012
Iklan BERNAS. Betul betul bernas.
Bila tengok orang post video ni kat FB, degil taknak tengok. Tapi bila tengok je, perghhhh. :'(
Iklan raya paling sedih Malaysia pernah ada.
Wednesday, August 8, 2012
Soalan dan jawapan..
Soalan yang sering kita tanya diwaktu kita diduga dengan ujian-Nya tapi ketahuilah, Allah yang Maha Penyayang dah jawab soalan soalan ni 1400 tahun yang dulu..
A: "Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan, kami telah beriman, sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menguji orang-orang yang sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui orang-orang yang benar, dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui orang-orang yang berdusta." [Surah al-Ankabut ayat 2-3]
Q: Kenapa aku tidak dapat apa yang diidam - idamkan?
A: "Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu , padahal ia amat buruk bagimu. Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui" [Surah al-Baqarah ayat 216]
Q: Kenapa ujian yang aku hadapi seberat ini?
A: "Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya" [Surah al-Baqarah ayat 286]
Q: Kenapa kita rasa kecewa?
A: "Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang-orang yang paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman" [Surah Ali Imran ayat 139]
Q: Bagaimana harus aku hadapi kesusahan ini?
A: "Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan solat , dan sesungguhnya solat itu amat berat kecuali bagi orang-orang yang khusyuk" [Surah al-Baqarah ayat 45]
Q: Kepada siapa aku patut berharap?
A: "Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain daripada-Nya. Hanya kepada-Nya aku bertawakal" [Surah at-Taubah ayat 129]
Q: Apa yang akan aku dapat daripada semua ujian ini?
A: "Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli daripada orang-orang mukmin , diri dan harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga untuk mereka" [Surah at-Taubah ayat 111]
Q: Aku tidak tahan dengan ujian ini..
A: "...dan janganlah kamu ber putus asa daripada rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa daripada rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yang kafir" [Surah Yusuf ayat 12]
Q: Sampai bila aku akan merana?
A: "Kerana sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan. Sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan" [Surah al-Insyirah ayat 5-6]
"Tidak luput daripada pengetahuan Tuhanmu biarpun sebesar zarah di bumi atau pun di langit. Tidak ada yang lebih kecil dan tidak (pula) yang lebih besar daripada itu melainkan (semuanya tercatat) dalam kitab yang nyata (luh mahfuz)" [Surah Yunus ayat 61]
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Tuesday, August 7, 2012
Put the blame on Han
Confession time: I am a tweet junky.
**Well that is because i tweet almost all the time.
So as i was sitting beside my sister, i gave her the idea, "Apa kata along pegi tweet artis?"
So as diligent as a big sister should not be, my sister tweeted. Kahkah. Okay itu salah Han.
Tweet tweet tweet.
Then she tweeted local artists. Salah Han juga. Mungkin.
She tweeted lagi.
The part where she tweeted her friends and the family banyak banyak tu, i tak salah! Hahaha she got mad by herself.
Sampaikan we got all giggly sebab along tweet orang banyak kali. Hahahahahahaha. Yg pom pomm tu not my idea.
Boleh kata i am the founder of her trouble. For the first part of it je la. Haha.
Monday, August 6, 2012
#random Q's
- My childhood nickname was A'an. Pronounce: (Ak-an).
- If you want to spoil me rotten, buy me an iPad. Because that is just my heart desires for right now.
- The television character I most identify is nobody. Harharharrr.
- If I had the whole day to go shopping and money to spend, I would go to entah entah entah. Kehkeh
- The most wild and crazy thing I have ever done is creeping out of the house at 2AM just to spend time with my friends. But I know now that is the stupidest thing I had ever done. Sebab balik balik je kena marah dengan arwah Atuk. Hehe
- The one thing on my bucket list I am eager to do is go umrah with my best people in life. Insya-Allah. Kalau niat kita baik, Allah akan permudahkan jalan kita kan? :)
- My family will always be loyal to my choices. :')
- If I could spend a day with a celebrity, I would choose Cory Monteith. Because I want to see how freakishly tall that guy is. Hehe.
- In my opinion, the best invention in the history would be washing machines. Well, think about it. Kan dah berkurang orang cuci kain tepi sungai? Kihkih.
- When life hands me lemons, I make lemonades & sell it? :D
Sunday, August 5, 2012
Fingers moving
Jemput like page adik beradik ni kat sini :)
Potential customers boleh tengok kat photos previous work ordered by our previous customers.
Bagitahu je nak macam mana, insya-Allah kami cuba realisasikan permintaan anda.
Saturday, August 4, 2012
The sweetness of being patient..
We often heard that "patience is virtue". But to be more deep, lets go with the Islamic way of saying this.
أولئك يؤتون أجرهم مرتين بما صبروا
“These shall be granted their reward twice, because they are steadfast…” [al-Qasas 28:54].
"Mereka yang bersabar itu, diberi pahala dua kali..." [al-Qasas 28:54]
إنما يوفى الصابرون أجرهم بغير حساب
“…Indeed, the patient will be given their reward without account.” [az-Zumar 39:10].
"...Sesungguhnya orang yang penyabar akan diberi ganjaran tanpa dihitung." [az-Zumar 39:10]
Allah has mentioned patience 90 times in Al-Quran. Sabar tu manis. Pahit pada permulaan, tapi Masya-Allah, ganjaran-Nya manis.
Biar lambar, biar buruk, biar cela atau biar apa pun.., Sabar. :)
Waktu sedih, waktu marah, waktu lemah atau bila satu kerja pun tak jadi.., Sabar dan usaha lagi. :)
Ingat, Allah sentiasa bersama dengan orang orang yang sabar. Insya-Allah..
I am not perfect. But I am trying to be better. I learn everyday. Semoga Allah permudahkan urusan kita semua. Amin..
#geng 2
This is family. My childhood memories and thank You Allah, we are still making sweet memories together. :')
And this is the love i can't surrender.
Friday, August 3, 2012
Sayangs.
Alhamdulillah diberi kesempatan berbuka dengan #geng Sabians '03-'07. Seronok jumpa Kaklong Najo, Aida, Sue, Ika, Shepah, Ekyn, Ticktick, Nad, Qyller, Ateh, Fisa & Dalie. Tukar cerita, kongsi gelak, kongsi susah sebab adik aku boleh hilang pulak tetiba. -.-'
Special thanks kat Ateh sebab kejarkan adik, Nad & Qyller sebab naik fudkot balik cari adik, Najo sebab spot adik, Ika & Aida sebab teman cari adik dan semua sebab tak penat tanye adik mana setiap 5 saat padahal dia kt belakang aku je.
And, thanks Ika & Bucin sebab hantar aku & adik sampai rumah dengan selamatnya.
Sayaaaaaaaaang korang! ;)
Raya nanti jangan lupa datang rumah! Ade openhaus.
*step up boring, sorry. haha ramai tak setuju dgn aku.*
Thursday, August 2, 2012
Untuk yang tak tenang hati.
Kita akan ada vulnerable times. Dimana kita rasa semua orang tak sayang kita, jiwa kosong macam tak cukup sesuatu, macam ada unfinished business. Bila takde jawapan, sujud. Minta ditenangkan hati, dipermudahkan segala urusan. Allah sahaja mampu bantu. Jangan tinggalkan Allah waktu senang dan hanya ingat Dia waktu susah. This is for myself dan untuk kamu juga. Benda baik adalah untuk dikongsi, bukan? Alhamdulillah i got through my vulnerable moment with this doa.
Sumber : Blog Makngohselamoh
Ya Allah,
Gantikanlah di tempat keresahan ini dengan kedamaian;
Di tempat kedukaan dengan kegembiraan;
Dan di tempat ketakutan dengan keamanan.
Ya Allah,
Sejukkanlah gejolak hati ini dengan salji keyakinan;
Dan padamkanlah bara dijiwa dengan air keimanan.
Ya Allah,
Buatlah mata yang tidak mahu lelap merasa mengantuk yang memberi ketenangan;
Dan letakkanlah di jiwa yang goncang ini kedamaian;
Dan berilah balasan baginya dengan kejayaan yang sudah hampir.
Ya Allah,
Halakan kebingungan pandangan hatiku kepada Nur cahaya-Mu;
Dan tindakan tindakanku yang keliru kepada jalan-Mu yang lurus;
Dan palingkanlah orang orang yang menyimpang dari jalan-Mu kepada hidayah-Mu.
Ya Allah,
Lenyapkanlah was was dengan fajar kebenaran;
Dan hapuskanlah jiwa yang resah dengan falak kebenaran;
Dan tolaklah tipu daya syaitan dengan tentera bantuan-Mu dalam keadaan terhina.
Ya Allah,
Lenyapkanlah dukacitaku;
Hilangkanlah kesedihanku;
Sembuhkanlah kesakitanku;
Dan halaulah keresahan dari jiwaku.
Ya Rabb,
Ya Tuhanku,
Daku berlindung kepada-Mu dari rasa takut;
Kami bersandar dan berserah hanya kepada-Mu.
Daku tidak meminta tolong melainkan kepada-Mu;
Engkaulah pemeliharaku;
Sebaik baik pelindung dan penolong.
Sumber : Blog Makngohselamoh
Saturday, July 7, 2012
Ingat tak?
Ingat tak dulu cikgu selalu kata, masa SPM buat betul betul sebab it's a life changing exam for you. Either you do good and get to study in someplace awesome, or you don't do any good and terus do what you want after SPM exams.
Now I believed what my teachers told me. Bukan setakat nak dapat tempat untuk sambung belajar je, keputusan SPM applies, untuk kerja juga. Buktinya, masa pergi interview untuk internship, the boss lebih tertarik kepada keputusan SPM daripada CGPA aku. *glad i did okay masa sekolah than in Uni*
Jadi, nasihat aku kepada yang nak ambil SPM atau yang bakal nak ambil pada masa mendatang, ia adalah penting untuk dapat keputusan molek dalam SPM. So study smart and hard! :)
Now I believed what my teachers told me. Bukan setakat nak dapat tempat untuk sambung belajar je, keputusan SPM applies, untuk kerja juga. Buktinya, masa pergi interview untuk internship, the boss lebih tertarik kepada keputusan SPM daripada CGPA aku. *glad i did okay masa sekolah than in Uni*
Jadi, nasihat aku kepada yang nak ambil SPM atau yang bakal nak ambil pada masa mendatang, ia adalah penting untuk dapat keputusan molek dalam SPM. So study smart and hard! :)
Tuesday, June 26, 2012
Hey awak!
Berjaya dapatkan gambar lama saya dengan Fara. My dear bestfriend, room mate and another person i can certainly wet my eyes on! Kawan susah senang, mudah dan leceh, inilah dia orangnya. Rindu nak makan sushi dengan kau. Rindu nak tengok kau marah marah bila aku yang patut marah. Yang penting sekali, rindu engkau! Baru tadi dapat tips how to go through internship from her. Well, bila kita dapat nasihat bermakna orang tu sayang kita. Sayang kau banyak banyak. Good luck for your future undertakings and cepat cepat cari boyfriend and kahwin!
This friend made me believe there are no cerewet people in this world. She would strongly say,
"Aku bukan cerewet, aku cuma tegas dengan apa yang aku nak". - FarzanaQuotes
Foot-nota-kaki; Jumpa banyak old pictures in the laptop so rasa nak update and it made me realize i have many people in my life who i love and loves me back unconditionally. :) Oh, i am so in love with my life and the people in it. *teary eyes*
Saturday, June 23, 2012
SUPER DUPER!
Terima kasih kerana selalu ada waktu susah dan senang saya, waktu saya jatuh dan bangun, jadi pendengar paling setia walaupun most of the times kena paksa, layan rengekan dan paksaan saya dengan baik dan sabar, jadi driver saya untuk ke mana saja dan kalau bulan tu boleh pergi dengan kereta rasanya saya dah sampai bulan dengan bantuan kamu.
Terima kasih kerana jadi pengaruh paling besar dalam hidup saya, teman shopping dan teman perabih duit, partner in crime most of the times, tukang geletek paling annoying dan kongsi gelak paling tak senonoh seorang perempuan patut ada, jadi pemegang amanah segala password social networks jika apa apa berlaku. Paling penting, terima kasih kerana memahami.
Dear super duper bestfriend,
Minta maaf kerana banyak kurang saya dengan kamu, atas air mata saya yang terpaksa kamu keringkan dengan sabarnya, atas segala susah yang saya dah kongsi bersama kamu dan segala buruk dan tiada baiknya daripada saya. Minta maaf ye bestfriend!!
Dear super duper bestfriend,
Saya paling nak kamu tahu yang saya sayang awak lebih daripada apa pun! Kerana jadi orang yang paling saya percaya dalam dunia ini, TERIMA KASIH!!!
Noor Raidah Binti Jalalul Muhalli, Angah shayaaaaaang Along! :)
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
Picnic smchicnic!
Long time no update??!!!
So, i went pony-tail with the hair and lets go picnic! Tema dia garden picnic camtu. Venue Taman Metropolitan or what people selalu panggil Taman Layang Layang. Sebab ramai orang main layang layang kat situ. Tempat syiok untuk beriadah juga.
Kak Wa so sweet tahu?? She baked rainbow cake untuk boyfriend dia. Went through all the troubles nak surprise kan dia lagi. Yang paling kelakar, her boyfriend went along well with it. Sempat lah jugak gelak sebab her boyfriend nak je ikut Kak Su when she already knows Kak Wa takde pun. Nasib lah nak ikut, kalau taknak ikut, birthday boy takde, surprise pun takde lah kan? Hahaha.
Happy birthday!
So, Ahad lepas went all menyemak with kakak and her gang. Best friend Along, Kak Wawa buat surprise party untuk boyfriend dia, Hafiz. Disebabkan lately ni pun banyak sangat menyemak with Along and her friends so i went all menyemak sekali in the celebration. Hehe.So, i went pony-tail with the hair and lets go picnic! Tema dia garden picnic camtu. Venue Taman Metropolitan or what people selalu panggil Taman Layang Layang. Sebab ramai orang main layang layang kat situ. Tempat syiok untuk beriadah juga.
Kak Wa so sweet tahu?? She baked rainbow cake untuk boyfriend dia. Went through all the troubles nak surprise kan dia lagi. Yang paling kelakar, her boyfriend went along well with it. Sempat lah jugak gelak sebab her boyfriend nak je ikut Kak Su when she already knows Kak Wa takde pun. Nasib lah nak ikut, kalau taknak ikut, birthday boy takde, surprise pun takde lah kan? Hahaha.
Amboi tengok kaki kakak kite, terangat tauu!
Macaroni kakak kite tau masak. Sedap! The cake was awesome. Everything else on the side also. Good good. Went home with two balloons and end up inhaling those gas to make funny voices.
That's it! Goodbye awesome people! :)
Monday, May 28, 2012
happy kid.
So Insya-Allah this is the last semester untuk saya. Life does gives me lemons. Syukur alhamdulillah my CGPA naik and i am dead happy for that. Apa taknya i was ready to repeat two papers masa nak tunggu results keluar. I thought that even i struggle macam nak mati pun, i mesti tak dapat jawab papers tu. Rasa macam tertinggal sebab rasa tak focus dalam class. I was even ready to extend my semesters but syukur alhamdulillah. Berkat doa nenek ni. :')
So patutnya my butt dah kena ada kat Muadzam but alahai malasnya nak balik awal knowing most of the classes, not all eh, mesti tak ada during the first week. Not to mention dapat email from some lecturers cakap class takde. So, malasnya haih nak balik awal. Nanti duduk sana tidur je. And yeah, laptop still tak hantar repair. Fulus keringggggs.
So, some friends dah start internship. Good luck and all the best korang! Especially to my girlfriend and sleeping mate, Fara. I'm so gonna miss you!!
Okay lah, hahaha baru perasan yang i start every sentence with so. :P
So patutnya my butt dah kena ada kat Muadzam but alahai malasnya nak balik awal knowing most of the classes, not all eh, mesti tak ada during the first week. Not to mention dapat email from some lecturers cakap class takde. So, malasnya haih nak balik awal. Nanti duduk sana tidur je. And yeah, laptop still tak hantar repair. Fulus keringggggs.
So, some friends dah start internship. Good luck and all the best korang! Especially to my girlfriend and sleeping mate, Fara. I'm so gonna miss you!!
Okay lah, hahaha baru perasan yang i start every sentence with so. :P
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
Friday, May 11, 2012
YES!
Not too tall, not too short.
Fair skinned.
Always smiling & with braces.
I am in love! ;)
You may not know it, but you motivated me to study during exams week. Many many thanks for that.
Tuesday, April 24, 2012
thank you you.
to you awesome guy, thank you for being with me during my frail times and i want you to be with me during my happy times as well. thank you for being awesome. ;)
Thursday, April 5, 2012
IPTS dan perceptions.
so with all this hiatus going about since the recent SPM result just came out. there is one matter that bothers me the most.
i can't stand some perceptions some people have on Institut Pengajian Tinggi Swasta (IPTS) students. that kind of people kept on saying;
IPTS students are people with money.
As long as you have money, you can get into any IPTS you want. excuse me? that is totally not true.
it is hardwork okay to get into a learning institution. well of course, if it is IPTS an extra amount of money is needed. but still the requirements to get into an IPTS is not a joke. to get into foundation you need at least 5 credits including Maths and to get into diploma you need at least 3 credits. refer THIS to get a hind sight on requirements to get a spot in UNITEN. :)
we IPTS students are also student who have to bear with paying educations loans when we graduate. we IPTS students also needs to maintain our pointers to prevent our loans from being suspended. what more? being a student is hard work. bukan jadi pelajar IPTA/IPTS je yang susah. its not easy for all.
IPTS students are not smart.
who says?!
this part is a long drive of a debate, i'll let my fellow IPTS friends curse on this. :)
people should start ditch that kind of mind set. mesti ada orang fikir, "omg, ada orang fikir macam tu?' i just stumbled upon a person who said its easy to get into IPTS. you don't have to be a bright kid to get into IPTS. you can literally pay to get into one. sorry cakap lah, orang yang cakap macam itu lah yang tak pandai sebenarnya. u talk with no proof. ramai orang akan marah with your statement. in fact, i did get pissed when i heard all this shiznits about IPTS.
adik adik yang baru dapat result, yang tengah mencari cari tempat untuk further studies, this is the time to make choices wisely. don't go jibby jabbing on saying IPTS is easy catch. its not. tak percaya, you can ask other IPTS students. mungkin lah i blog about this because i felt offended by the people who said IPTS is for rich brats. sila tahu, my parents & family is not rich at all. but still, i'm a UNITEN student which is an IPTS. so i admit memang salah sendiri tak belajar dengan lebih gigih masa waktu SPM dulu. so having to bear with expensive fees is all on my shoulders as i have to start paying-off my debts when i start to work in the future.
it doesn't matter where ever you study but being a student is a tough job too.
so awesome people, think awesomely. ;)
i can't stand some perceptions some people have on Institut Pengajian Tinggi Swasta (IPTS) students. that kind of people kept on saying;
IPTS students are people with money.
As long as you have money, you can get into any IPTS you want. excuse me? that is totally not true.
it is hardwork okay to get into a learning institution. well of course, if it is IPTS an extra amount of money is needed. but still the requirements to get into an IPTS is not a joke. to get into foundation you need at least 5 credits including Maths and to get into diploma you need at least 3 credits. refer THIS to get a hind sight on requirements to get a spot in UNITEN. :)
we IPTS students are also student who have to bear with paying educations loans when we graduate. we IPTS students also needs to maintain our pointers to prevent our loans from being suspended. what more? being a student is hard work. bukan jadi pelajar IPTA/IPTS je yang susah. its not easy for all.
IPTS students are not smart.
who says?!
this part is a long drive of a debate, i'll let my fellow IPTS friends curse on this. :)
people should start ditch that kind of mind set. mesti ada orang fikir, "omg, ada orang fikir macam tu?' i just stumbled upon a person who said its easy to get into IPTS. you don't have to be a bright kid to get into IPTS. you can literally pay to get into one. sorry cakap lah, orang yang cakap macam itu lah yang tak pandai sebenarnya. u talk with no proof. ramai orang akan marah with your statement. in fact, i did get pissed when i heard all this shiznits about IPTS.
adik adik yang baru dapat result, yang tengah mencari cari tempat untuk further studies, this is the time to make choices wisely. don't go jibby jabbing on saying IPTS is easy catch. its not. tak percaya, you can ask other IPTS students. mungkin lah i blog about this because i felt offended by the people who said IPTS is for rich brats. sila tahu, my parents & family is not rich at all. but still, i'm a UNITEN student which is an IPTS. so i admit memang salah sendiri tak belajar dengan lebih gigih masa waktu SPM dulu. so having to bear with expensive fees is all on my shoulders as i have to start paying-off my debts when i start to work in the future.
it doesn't matter where ever you study but being a student is a tough job too.
so awesome people, think awesomely. ;)
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
i don't get it.
Nampak sangat you're so effected by me kan nak cakap i'm so annoying? I don't ever ask you to read my twitter updates, belog updates and such. In fact, we don't talk anymore. So, boleh sangat kau nak unfollow aku from any of my social pages. Because excuse me miss, you have no effect in my life in what so ever you do. But calling me annoying is so out of the blue.
Yes, i do miss our times together but hey missy, life is so much better now. No offense, you really need to mind your own business. Really and seriously. I did apologize but hey, what answer did i got? so just blankly calling out my name and offering helps just made me confuse. I don't have any problem with you, but you can really help me by unfollowing me. You-know-who-you-are.
Thanks! ;)
Yes, i do miss our times together but hey missy, life is so much better now. No offense, you really need to mind your own business. Really and seriously. I did apologize but hey, what answer did i got? so just blankly calling out my name and offering helps just made me confuse. I don't have any problem with you, but you can really help me by unfollowing me. You-know-who-you-are.
Thanks! ;)
Monday, April 2, 2012
pengajaran and lessons to be learnt.
kadang kadang people go up and say, why people never treat me so nice one leh? i did nothing wrong but still people treat me like i did. why one meh?
but did you ever thought that you never once treated someone good and that makes people treat you like that one? contohlah, B didnt attend budak A's wedding. there is a big possibility budak A will not attend B's wedding in the future. because mesti A rasa, "ah, dia tak pergi wedding aku, why should i go to hers?" haa kan sudah? aduh pakai contoh wedding pulak kan. okay contoh lain.
C sakit and nobody visited her during her sick period. so C was wondering, "ehh sedihlah my friends tak visit me when i sick lah." then C tetiba teringat yang dia tak pergi visit pun M, N, O, P & Q masa diorang sakit. so kat situ, dia dah wajib rasa seperti kena ketuk kat dahi. as in, dah sedar lah what happen sekarang.
tidaklah i nak kata i percaya hukum karma. but what goes around comes around and what u give is clearly what you will get back. Allah Maha Adil dan Allah sayangkan semua hamba-Nya. so faham kan?
so nak dijadikan cerita, Nenek was talking about mingling with her friends and what not. Nenek cakap that dia rajin pergi kenduri keramaian, tolong orang masak for kenduri, weddings, marhaban, tahlil arwah, cukur jambul and macam macam lagi sebab she wants other people to attend the kenduri for all her cucu(s) in the future. ye lah, nak kata untuk anak(s), anak anak Nenek semua dah kahwin. harhar. -.-' okay lame joke.
so pengajaran and lessons to be learnt is that, to always do good deeds first. don't wait for others dulu. kita tak akan mungkin sedar perlakuan kita. so how about go tell one good friend that every time you mess up, its okay to tell you off. like, "Haipp, jangan", "That's not it", "You're not supposed to do that", or apa apa je.
so, i feel like listening to JT's song. ouh tetiba sangat! bye awesome people! stay awesome! ;)
but did you ever thought that you never once treated someone good and that makes people treat you like that one? contohlah, B didnt attend budak A's wedding. there is a big possibility budak A will not attend B's wedding in the future. because mesti A rasa, "ah, dia tak pergi wedding aku, why should i go to hers?" haa kan sudah? aduh pakai contoh wedding pulak kan. okay contoh lain.
C sakit and nobody visited her during her sick period. so C was wondering, "ehh sedihlah my friends tak visit me when i sick lah." then C tetiba teringat yang dia tak pergi visit pun M, N, O, P & Q masa diorang sakit. so kat situ, dia dah wajib rasa seperti kena ketuk kat dahi. as in, dah sedar lah what happen sekarang.
tidaklah i nak kata i percaya hukum karma. but what goes around comes around and what u give is clearly what you will get back. Allah Maha Adil dan Allah sayangkan semua hamba-Nya. so faham kan?
so nak dijadikan cerita, Nenek was talking about mingling with her friends and what not. Nenek cakap that dia rajin pergi kenduri keramaian, tolong orang masak for kenduri, weddings, marhaban, tahlil arwah, cukur jambul and macam macam lagi sebab she wants other people to attend the kenduri for all her cucu(s) in the future. ye lah, nak kata untuk anak(s), anak anak Nenek semua dah kahwin. harhar. -.-' okay lame joke.
so pengajaran and lessons to be learnt is that, to always do good deeds first. don't wait for others dulu. kita tak akan mungkin sedar perlakuan kita. so how about go tell one good friend that every time you mess up, its okay to tell you off. like, "Haipp, jangan", "That's not it", "You're not supposed to do that", or apa apa je.
so, i feel like listening to JT's song. ouh tetiba sangat! bye awesome people! stay awesome! ;)
Sunday, April 1, 2012
conteng contengs
Along datang with KPTM note pads & pen. "nah nah amik" and *poof* dia hilang. i was dead bored duduk bawah tangga. dah puas tengok orang. so korek balik gift bag, and keluarkan note pad tadi. i told my cousin Naziera, "ahh jom lah main conteng - conteng" at first i was playing the role of Hollywood artist main sign sign note pad dia. then the real scribbles begin. hahaha. sesiapa yang kena lukis tu, maafkan saya. saya memang tak bertangan artistik. main Draw Something pun hancur! haha.
oih gambar - gambar ni auto rotate lah pulak! -.-'
semalam ada karnival "Jom Masuk U" kat PWTC. so the sister was apart of it sebab ambil subjek Student Ambassador lah camtu. so kira macam duta pelajar? wah kelas gituuuu! i was there accompanying my cousin, Naziera sebab dia baru dapat result SPM so molek sangat lah dia tengah nak cari tempat sambung belajar. kasut aku pulak makan kaki. great. pakai flats pun boleh sakit. then ada jugak Shoe Festival 2012. tak boleh nak gila sangat tengok kasut sebab after the cut pun the shoes still mahal. untuk aku lahhh. dan oh nasib aku tak gila kasut. aku beli kasut untuk keperluan bukan kemahuan.
dan dan, yesterday was also the day i met Abang Rimmy. SEGAN SEGAN SEGAN. hahaha. :PP
ohh Abang Rimmy is the sister's bestfriend. been BBM'ing, Twitting, FB'ing, Skype'ing & Whatsapp'ing with him for some time now.
so thats about it. and yesterday was the first day aku telan protein. i'm trying to shake off some fats & mintak tolong protein to make it work lah. i just want to be healthy lah thats it sebab ramai orang sayang aku & wants me to be healthy! kan kan? ;DD
bye bye awesome people! stay awesome! ;)
**bukti pertama aku usha sekeliling**
**bukti kedua aku usha sekeliling**
semalam ada karnival "Jom Masuk U" kat PWTC. so the sister was apart of it sebab ambil subjek Student Ambassador lah camtu. so kira macam duta pelajar? wah kelas gituuuu! i was there accompanying my cousin, Naziera sebab dia baru dapat result SPM so molek sangat lah dia tengah nak cari tempat sambung belajar. kasut aku pulak makan kaki. great. pakai flats pun boleh sakit. then ada jugak Shoe Festival 2012. tak boleh nak gila sangat tengok kasut sebab after the cut pun the shoes still mahal. untuk aku lahhh. dan oh nasib aku tak gila kasut. aku beli kasut untuk keperluan bukan kemahuan.
dan dan, yesterday was also the day i met Abang Rimmy. SEGAN SEGAN SEGAN. hahaha. :PP
ohh Abang Rimmy is the sister's bestfriend. been BBM'ing, Twitting, FB'ing, Skype'ing & Whatsapp'ing with him for some time now.
so thats about it. and yesterday was the first day aku telan protein. i'm trying to shake off some fats & mintak tolong protein to make it work lah. i just want to be healthy lah thats it sebab ramai orang sayang aku & wants me to be healthy! kan kan? ;DD
bye bye awesome people! stay awesome! ;)
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